Hey George Bailey!

wow.
i haven't written in two weeks. : (

so. showchoir competition last saturday @ johnston. technically we were the only 3a school there but there were two others in our category who were actually 4a schools. they cheated. they got 1st & 2nd place. it sucked balls.

but other than that i'm really happy. : )
i haven't seen dan for about a week & a half. : (
i wanted to go see him this weekend but i don't think i'll be able to. : ( if not then i probably won't see him until [maybe] the 21st. cuz this weekend i have to work & i have showchoir practice. the 2nd, we have state showchoir. 7th, showchoir, 14th showchoir & the 28th. : (

i go to new york in a little over a month! : D
hella pumped.

I'm the Queen of Apology

uh oh. i'm doing it again.
i'll write in a journal or blog for awhile, then i'll get busy & forget all about it.
crap.

it's been a pretty good week.
wednesday-work.
thursday-one final, pre-calc. met jillian's boyfriend, Ray. show choir 7-10. even though i wasn't supposed to, i went & hung out with kayla, chandler & dan @ dan's house...& even though kayla & chandler left @ 11:30...i didn't leave until 1 am. o.O
on a school night.
i was dying yesterday.

yesterday morning we had show choir, then i presented my independent study project, then my french final, then home. i was exhausted. last night i went with dan & kayla to see Sausage Fist @ the general store. it was great. : )
but then dan & i went back to his place & i got in tons of trouble for not going home after the concert. : ( gay.

today we were supposed to have show choir 9-5, but because of the tons & tons of snow that we got, we only had it from 1-5. but it was a good practice anyway. since i got in trouble last night i wasn't allowed to go out tonight. : (

tomorrow-work.
monday-no school, show choir 1:30-3:30 & 7-9. hopefully hanging out with him inbetween. : )

>3

nobody wants to be the last one there.

guess what?
i'm dating him. : )
we made it 'official' on facebook saturday night, but he technically asked me on friday.
i is very, very happy. : )

friday we had a 4-h sleepover. it was dece. but since we were in mount vernon, i had to be awake by 7:30, so i could get to show choir by 8:45. : P

saturday-show choir allllllll day. we choreographed our last two songs, reach out to me & one night only. in one night only i'm in the 1st row & kaleb is my partner && we have a lift!! : D i'm so excited. i'm the only person on the floor at that point who has never been in show choir before!! i'm so scared though. i'd better practice really hard!

today we had a 2 hour delay! : ) but then school. gay. tanning after school then show choir from 7-9 pm. fun fun.

tomorrow-school & pep band.
wednesday-show choir, school, tanning, & work.
thursday-school, family dinner @ scooters, & show choir.
friday-hopefully hanging out with him & going to see chandler's band in stone city.

bye. : )

you don't know how bad it feels.

try to leave the light on when i'm gone.

i'm ridiculously happy. : )

so, that thing that i was cursing in my last post. well...i guess one of my friends is an asshole & nobody likes him right now.

so. i was told a secret tonight. : )
nuff said.