Once Upon A Time...

I quite often fail at keeping a written record of my life. One perfect example would be this blog that I started almost two years ago.

Hey George Bailey!

wow.
i haven't written in two weeks. : (

so. showchoir competition last saturday @ johnston. technically we were the only 3a school there but there were two others in our category who were actually 4a schools. they cheated. they got 1st & 2nd place. it sucked balls.

but other than that i'm really happy. : )
i haven't seen dan for about a week & a half. : (
i wanted to go see him this weekend but i don't think i'll be able to. : ( if not then i probably won't see him until [maybe] the 21st. cuz this weekend i have to work & i have showchoir practice. the 2nd, we have state showchoir. 7th, showchoir, 14th showchoir & the 28th. : (

i go to new york in a little over a month! : D
hella pumped.

I'm the Queen of Apology

uh oh. i'm doing it again.
i'll write in a journal or blog for awhile, then i'll get busy & forget all about it.
crap.

it's been a pretty good week.
wednesday-work.
thursday-one final, pre-calc. met jillian's boyfriend, Ray. show choir 7-10. even though i wasn't supposed to, i went & hung out with kayla, chandler & dan @ dan's house...& even though kayla & chandler left @ 11:30...i didn't leave until 1 am. o.O
on a school night.
i was dying yesterday.

yesterday morning we had show choir, then i presented my independent study project, then my french final, then home. i was exhausted. last night i went with dan & kayla to see Sausage Fist @ the general store. it was great. : )
but then dan & i went back to his place & i got in tons of trouble for not going home after the concert. : ( gay.

today we were supposed to have show choir 9-5, but because of the tons & tons of snow that we got, we only had it from 1-5. but it was a good practice anyway. since i got in trouble last night i wasn't allowed to go out tonight. : (

tomorrow-work.
monday-no school, show choir 1:30-3:30 & 7-9. hopefully hanging out with him inbetween. : )

>3

nobody wants to be the last one there.

guess what?
i'm dating him. : )
we made it 'official' on facebook saturday night, but he technically asked me on friday.
i is very, very happy. : )

friday we had a 4-h sleepover. it was dece. but since we were in mount vernon, i had to be awake by 7:30, so i could get to show choir by 8:45. : P

saturday-show choir allllllll day. we choreographed our last two songs, reach out to me & one night only. in one night only i'm in the 1st row & kaleb is my partner && we have a lift!! : D i'm so excited. i'm the only person on the floor at that point who has never been in show choir before!! i'm so scared though. i'd better practice really hard!

today we had a 2 hour delay! : ) but then school. gay. tanning after school then show choir from 7-9 pm. fun fun.

tomorrow-school & pep band.
wednesday-show choir, school, tanning, & work.
thursday-school, family dinner @ scooters, & show choir.
friday-hopefully hanging out with him & going to see chandler's band in stone city.

bye. : )

you don't know how bad it feels.

try to leave the light on when i'm gone.

i'm ridiculously happy. : )

so, that thing that i was cursing in my last post. well...i guess one of my friends is an asshole & nobody likes him right now.

so. i was told a secret tonight. : )
nuff said.

I have a low tolerance for stupidity.

what the fuck.
seriously. why would you do something so fucking retarded like that? you had a good thing going & then you fucked yourself over. what were you thinking? i'll tell you what you were thinking. nothing. yea, that's right.
dumbass.

christmas was dece. got some good stuff.
day after christmas was pretty good too. worked 5-9. then went to mcottos with kayla, dan & gabe. then we went back to dan's and watched kung fu panda. : )
saturday. stayed home. watched the dark knight with the fam.
sunday. worked 4-8. lame. but dan came to visit me. : )
monday. nothing all day. hung out with dan, kayla & chandler @ dan's. watched movies. dan tickled me to death. : P
today. went out to eat with grandma & grandpa; could've been worse. rented movies for ash. bought tanning minutes. went to wal-mart. : P

referring to my angery outburst earlier. one of my best friends cheated on one of my other best friends. they broke up. i don't know who to side with, if at all. it hurts my heart & makes me very mad.

i have my own predicament. i like someone. i don't think anything can develope though because of certain people and things that have happend that would make dating kind of difficult. he just makes me really happy though. : )

&& he has great taste in music! ; )

i can't really fully explain how i feel.
weird.

You'll Shot Your Eye Out

Merry Christmas Eve.

Thursday was the last day of school for 2008. : )
No matter how many times Goodall said we were having school on Friday, God just didn't let it happen. : )

Saturday I did all of dad's christmas shopping for mom : P

Monday we started choreography. i was scared out of my mind. tuesday we had a cleaning day for choreography. i have the entire dance for 'Make It Last Forever' memorized. and then of course the ballad is memorized too. but that's easy. i'm psyched though because i'm in the 2nd row for the ballad and no one is in front of me. : )

last night me, bethany, rachelle, savannah, abby & allison got together at bethany's for a secret santa gift exchange : ) bethany got me & she bought me two shirts from vanity & a toy tank!! XD

tonight we are going to carol & greg's house for christmas with mom's side of the family. tonight we are bringing katie home with us and she is staying over-night and going to kevin & annette's with us tomorrow. i'm kind of apprehensive about this because it is very very rare if she wakes up early and tomorrow we have to be to kevin & annettes by 11 & she is normally still sleeping at that time. : (
besides, christmas morning is for me, ashley & my parents. not for some interloping cousin.

i'm evil.

sorry santa.