M'aidez! M'aidez!

well, the situation that i wrote about last time has gone yet even farther down hill. way to go me. i totally bring all this upon myself and i go about it in an immature way. maybe i'll learn eventually.

i can't wait until next friday. this movie comes out.
it's funny. some would call me a fan-girl or whatever. but i'm not, seriously, i promise. i found the first Twilight book when it originally came out, long before all the obsessed people did.
it's a cute series and it would be so neat if the people in them were real. it makes me believe that there are really guys out there that would be that amazing & loving. & it makes me think that i deserve someone like that.
i'm weird. : \
whatevs. : )

guess what?
janie's got a gun...
& her whole world's come undone.
: )
c'est la vie!