what the fuck.
seriously. why would you do something so fucking retarded like that? you had a good thing going & then you fucked yourself over. what were you thinking? i'll tell you what you were thinking. nothing. yea, that's right.
dumbass.
christmas was dece. got some good stuff.
day after christmas was pretty good too. worked 5-9. then went to mcottos with kayla, dan & gabe. then we went back to dan's and watched kung fu panda. : )
saturday. stayed home. watched the dark knight with the fam.
sunday. worked 4-8. lame. but dan came to visit me. : )
monday. nothing all day. hung out with dan, kayla & chandler @ dan's. watched movies. dan tickled me to death. : P
today. went out to eat with grandma & grandpa; could've been worse. rented movies for ash. bought tanning minutes. went to wal-mart. : P
referring to my angery outburst earlier. one of my best friends cheated on one of my other best friends. they broke up. i don't know who to side with, if at all. it hurts my heart & makes me very mad.
i have my own predicament. i like someone. i don't think anything can develope though because of certain people and things that have happend that would make dating kind of difficult. he just makes me really happy though. : )
&& he has great taste in music! ; )
i can't really fully explain how i feel.
weird.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
You'll Shot Your Eye Out
Merry Christmas Eve.
Thursday was the last day of school for 2008. : )
No matter how many times Goodall said we were having school on Friday, God just didn't let it happen. : )
Saturday I did all of dad's christmas shopping for mom : P
Monday we started choreography. i was scared out of my mind. tuesday we had a cleaning day for choreography. i have the entire dance for 'Make It Last Forever' memorized. and then of course the ballad is memorized too. but that's easy. i'm psyched though because i'm in the 2nd row for the ballad and no one is in front of me. : )
last night me, bethany, rachelle, savannah, abby & allison got together at bethany's for a secret santa gift exchange : ) bethany got me & she bought me two shirts from vanity & a toy tank!! XD
tonight we are going to carol & greg's house for christmas with mom's side of the family. tonight we are bringing katie home with us and she is staying over-night and going to kevin & annette's with us tomorrow. i'm kind of apprehensive about this because it is very very rare if she wakes up early and tomorrow we have to be to kevin & annettes by 11 & she is normally still sleeping at that time. : (
besides, christmas morning is for me, ashley & my parents. not for some interloping cousin.
i'm evil.
sorry santa.
Thursday was the last day of school for 2008. : )
No matter how many times Goodall said we were having school on Friday, God just didn't let it happen. : )
Saturday I did all of dad's christmas shopping for mom : P
Monday we started choreography. i was scared out of my mind. tuesday we had a cleaning day for choreography. i have the entire dance for 'Make It Last Forever' memorized. and then of course the ballad is memorized too. but that's easy. i'm psyched though because i'm in the 2nd row for the ballad and no one is in front of me. : )
last night me, bethany, rachelle, savannah, abby & allison got together at bethany's for a secret santa gift exchange : ) bethany got me & she bought me two shirts from vanity & a toy tank!! XD
tonight we are going to carol & greg's house for christmas with mom's side of the family. tonight we are bringing katie home with us and she is staying over-night and going to kevin & annette's with us tomorrow. i'm kind of apprehensive about this because it is very very rare if she wakes up early and tomorrow we have to be to kevin & annettes by 11 & she is normally still sleeping at that time. : (
besides, christmas morning is for me, ashley & my parents. not for some interloping cousin.
i'm evil.
sorry santa.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Go Now/Don't Look Back
i'll never find another girl like you
//
we're fire and ice
sup? well it's tuesday. i'm in independent study. i'm bored. but for once i'm not starving. it's supposedly snowing pretty hard. we won't get out early. we never do. ever. never ever. but hopefully evening activities get cancelled, parce que i don't want to go to pep band tonight because i have a bit of homework...btw 'a bit' means 'a shit load'.
it is 4* outside. yes, 4* farenheit. that is freaking cold.
so, last night we had our "holiday" band and choir concert. it was okay. certainly could've been better. but i do have a few complaints about that.
Band- in 'Fresh Aire Christmas' - clarinets and flutes totally fucked up Silent Night sooo bad. it sounded awful. i don't think that the audience could even tell what we were supposed to be playing!!
Choir-we looked effing retarded using our music. no body looked up at all, i believe i was the olnly one who looked up at all, they all had their eyes glued on their music. someone took Lauren's folder, so we couldn't share like we were supposed to. so i had to share with sam. great. he hardly sang because i guess i messed him up or something. whatever. cry about it.
on a less bitchy note.
saturday and sunday i did christmas shopping. : )
saturday with dad for mom's present.
sunday with mom for dad's, ashley's, katie's, jillian's and annette's gifts.
we got mom some nice shirts from gordmans.
we got dad new bass strings from guitar center, new shirts (cool shirts) from gordmans and some kenneth cole black from gordmans as well.
we got ashley a ton of clothes, a Kathy purse (i realllllly hope she likes it!!!) all from gordmans. and mom got her a hair straightener and a calendar from walmart.
we got katie a neat shirt from gordmans.
and we got jillian and annette some good-smelling burts bees packages from ulta.
i hope they like their gifts. i'm really excited for christmas this year, dunno why though.
a bien toit.
//
we're fire and ice
sup? well it's tuesday. i'm in independent study. i'm bored. but for once i'm not starving. it's supposedly snowing pretty hard. we won't get out early. we never do. ever. never ever. but hopefully evening activities get cancelled, parce que i don't want to go to pep band tonight because i have a bit of homework...btw 'a bit' means 'a shit load'.
it is 4* outside. yes, 4* farenheit. that is freaking cold.
so, last night we had our "holiday" band and choir concert. it was okay. certainly could've been better. but i do have a few complaints about that.
Band- in 'Fresh Aire Christmas' - clarinets and flutes totally fucked up Silent Night sooo bad. it sounded awful. i don't think that the audience could even tell what we were supposed to be playing!!
Choir-we looked effing retarded using our music. no body looked up at all, i believe i was the olnly one who looked up at all, they all had their eyes glued on their music. someone took Lauren's folder, so we couldn't share like we were supposed to. so i had to share with sam. great. he hardly sang because i guess i messed him up or something. whatever. cry about it.
on a less bitchy note.
saturday and sunday i did christmas shopping. : )
saturday with dad for mom's present.
sunday with mom for dad's, ashley's, katie's, jillian's and annette's gifts.
we got mom some nice shirts from gordmans.
we got dad new bass strings from guitar center, new shirts (cool shirts) from gordmans and some kenneth cole black from gordmans as well.
we got ashley a ton of clothes, a Kathy purse (i realllllly hope she likes it!!!) all from gordmans. and mom got her a hair straightener and a calendar from walmart.
we got katie a neat shirt from gordmans.
and we got jillian and annette some good-smelling burts bees packages from ulta.
i hope they like their gifts. i'm really excited for christmas this year, dunno why though.
a bien toit.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Are You Serious?!?
ok. so. i heard possibly the most ridiculous thing EVER today. honestly.
there is this girl in my gym class (well technically she's in Ms. Nos' gym class) and she is a sophmore who transferred from Monticello earlier this year. And she has already had a kid! yuck. her boyfriend is Aaron B., he graduated last year, so he is 3 years older than her. and anyway, today during gym she was showing people pictures of her kid & of course everyone was like "aww! so cute!" & aysha happend to say, "i can't wait til i have kids!" and this girl said, "oh yea i can't wait to have another one. hey! what if i have one every year i'm in highschool? like on sophmore year, junior, then senior? it'd be cool to have four kids right out of highschool!....but i'd like to graduate first" (<
well as soon as she said that i kinda wanted to punch her in her ovaries so she couldn't have any more kids because someone that retarded should not be allowed to reproduce & spread their retardedness anymore than they already have.
i'll be honest, i'm not crazy about teen pregnancy, i think it makes girls grow up too fast (or not, in that girls case!^^) and it pretty much ruins their reputation. I have one friend i'll call B.T. and over the summer she got pregnant. we've been pretty good friends since middle school so i was a little upset when i found this out, especially cuz her boyfriend is a douche. and anyway i see her pretty much everyday at school and i never really notice that she is pregnant because she wears baggy clothes so it's not noticable. but today she wore a t-shirt & i could totally notice! it made me so sad. : ( our freshmen and sophmore years of highschool she was an active volleyball player & wrestling cheerleader, but because of getting pregnant she couldn't do either this year. : ( it just makes me so sad for her!
on a lighter note, i changed my hair from blonde to brunette again! : D
it's sooo dark! XD
bye.
there is this girl in my gym class (well technically she's in Ms. Nos' gym class) and she is a sophmore who transferred from Monticello earlier this year. And she has already had a kid! yuck. her boyfriend is Aaron B., he graduated last year, so he is 3 years older than her. and anyway, today during gym she was showing people pictures of her kid & of course everyone was like "aww! so cute!" & aysha happend to say, "i can't wait til i have kids!" and this girl said, "oh yea i can't wait to have another one. hey! what if i have one every year i'm in highschool? like on sophmore year, junior, then senior? it'd be cool to have four kids right out of highschool!....but i'd like to graduate first" (<
well as soon as she said that i kinda wanted to punch her in her ovaries so she couldn't have any more kids because someone that retarded should not be allowed to reproduce & spread their retardedness anymore than they already have.
i'll be honest, i'm not crazy about teen pregnancy, i think it makes girls grow up too fast (or not, in that girls case!^^) and it pretty much ruins their reputation. I have one friend i'll call B.T. and over the summer she got pregnant. we've been pretty good friends since middle school so i was a little upset when i found this out, especially cuz her boyfriend is a douche. and anyway i see her pretty much everyday at school and i never really notice that she is pregnant because she wears baggy clothes so it's not noticable. but today she wore a t-shirt & i could totally notice! it made me so sad. : ( our freshmen and sophmore years of highschool she was an active volleyball player & wrestling cheerleader, but because of getting pregnant she couldn't do either this year. : ( it just makes me so sad for her!
on a lighter note, i changed my hair from blonde to brunette again! : D
it's sooo dark! XD
bye.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Tis the season...!
tuesday was a snow day. awesome!
then yesterday was a two hour delay. fairly awesome, but we had to be in at 9:15 for show choir. but half of the stupid people didn't even freaking show up. damn them & their laziness.
i came home halfway through the day yesterday. i think that i got food poisoning from the evil school lunch. never again will i eat those questionable sub sandwiches they feed us. never ever. i didn't feel so hot this morning either. so i stayed home. i'm afraid people think i'm a hypochondriac. but i honestly do get sick more often than i used to. ever since i got mono freshmen year & got put in the hospital for it, i've been more susceptible to getting sick.
fuck mononucleosis.
my parents are considering sending me to a neurologist. that's kind of scary.
i'm thinking about going back to brunette instead of blonde. blonde is so boring now & it is so growing out. it looks gross. i think this looks like a really good color
vederla dopo : )
then yesterday was a two hour delay. fairly awesome, but we had to be in at 9:15 for show choir. but half of the stupid people didn't even freaking show up. damn them & their laziness.
i came home halfway through the day yesterday. i think that i got food poisoning from the evil school lunch. never again will i eat those questionable sub sandwiches they feed us. never ever. i didn't feel so hot this morning either. so i stayed home. i'm afraid people think i'm a hypochondriac. but i honestly do get sick more often than i used to. ever since i got mono freshmen year & got put in the hospital for it, i've been more susceptible to getting sick.
fuck mononucleosis.
my parents are considering sending me to a neurologist. that's kind of scary.
i'm thinking about going back to brunette instead of blonde. blonde is so boring now & it is so growing out. it looks gross. i think this looks like a really good color
vederla dopo : )
Saturday, December 6, 2008
i think we're alone now.
i've forgotten how much i liked being single.
so, i was notified this week that vaughn likes me. : ) it always makes me feel good about myself when i find out that someone likes me. ex-boyfriend thinks that i hate him. whatever. i talk to steven now. : ) we never really talked much anyway. but it's nice to just casually talk now. nic tried talking to me the other day. he just texted me with his usual B.S. of 'i miss you. i made a mistake not being with you'.
for anyone who might be curious. nic & i had a thing last summer & i REALLY liked him at the time. but that might've been on accident due to some things that occured between us. anyway after the summer was over he totally snubbed me & ignored me for months at a time & occasionally would text me saying how much he missed me. but i've come to realize that the only time he would text me would be when he had no one to do it with.
fucking pathetic.
we built this city on rock & roll.
we only have ten more days left until christmas break. i don't really know why but i am very excited for christmas this year. lol. weird.
monday night we start choreography & i am scared out of my mind. i'm not a dancer. i don't even know where to start. plus everyone is filling my head with scary thoughts about our choreographer. i hope all works out ok.
katie IS coming up for christmas after all! : ) ed & robin aren't & mom & gene are pissed. they think that robin is too high maintenance. i don't really have an opinion. but i do think that she is sort of a dog lady.
we built this city on rock & roll.
today i had to work 4:30-7 & i was going crazy. i've never worked on a saturday before. it was so busy.
i bought ashley's present today. i got her The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. we saw it in theaters & i thought it was great. i hope she likes it. : )
i be meaning to tell you
i've got this feeling...
i look at you & i fantasize
you're mine tonight
now i've got you in my sights
with these
hungry eyes.
i know how dangerous it is for me. but i have feelings like him. & from my experiances this past summer with her, i know that nothing can ever come from my feelings.
i need you to see
this love was meant to be.
♥
so, i was notified this week that vaughn likes me. : ) it always makes me feel good about myself when i find out that someone likes me. ex-boyfriend thinks that i hate him. whatever. i talk to steven now. : ) we never really talked much anyway. but it's nice to just casually talk now. nic tried talking to me the other day. he just texted me with his usual B.S. of 'i miss you. i made a mistake not being with you'.
for anyone who might be curious. nic & i had a thing last summer & i REALLY liked him at the time. but that might've been on accident due to some things that occured between us. anyway after the summer was over he totally snubbed me & ignored me for months at a time & occasionally would text me saying how much he missed me. but i've come to realize that the only time he would text me would be when he had no one to do it with.
fucking pathetic.
we built this city on rock & roll.
we only have ten more days left until christmas break. i don't really know why but i am very excited for christmas this year. lol. weird.
monday night we start choreography & i am scared out of my mind. i'm not a dancer. i don't even know where to start. plus everyone is filling my head with scary thoughts about our choreographer. i hope all works out ok.
katie IS coming up for christmas after all! : ) ed & robin aren't & mom & gene are pissed. they think that robin is too high maintenance. i don't really have an opinion. but i do think that she is sort of a dog lady.
we built this city on rock & roll.
today i had to work 4:30-7 & i was going crazy. i've never worked on a saturday before. it was so busy.
i bought ashley's present today. i got her The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. we saw it in theaters & i thought it was great. i hope she likes it. : )
i be meaning to tell you
i've got this feeling...
i look at you & i fantasize
you're mine tonight
now i've got you in my sights
with these
hungry eyes.
i know how dangerous it is for me. but i have feelings like him. & from my experiances this past summer with her, i know that nothing can ever come from my feelings.
i need you to see
this love was meant to be.
♥
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