i think we're alone now.

i've forgotten how much i liked being single.

so, i was notified this week that vaughn likes me. : ) it always makes me feel good about myself when i find out that someone likes me. ex-boyfriend thinks that i hate him. whatever. i talk to steven now. : ) we never really talked much anyway. but it's nice to just casually talk now. nic tried talking to me the other day. he just texted me with his usual B.S. of 'i miss you. i made a mistake not being with you'.
for anyone who might be curious. nic & i had a thing last summer & i REALLY liked him at the time. but that might've been on accident due to some things that occured between us. anyway after the summer was over he totally snubbed me & ignored me for months at a time & occasionally would text me saying how much he missed me. but i've come to realize that the only time he would text me would be when he had no one to do it with.

fucking pathetic.

we built this city on rock & roll.

we only have ten more days left until christmas break. i don't really know why but i am very excited for christmas this year. lol. weird.

monday night we start choreography & i am scared out of my mind. i'm not a dancer. i don't even know where to start. plus everyone is filling my head with scary thoughts about our choreographer. i hope all works out ok.

katie IS coming up for christmas after all! : ) ed & robin aren't & mom & gene are pissed. they think that robin is too high maintenance. i don't really have an opinion. but i do think that she is sort of a dog lady.

we built this city on rock & roll.

today i had to work 4:30-7 & i was going crazy. i've never worked on a saturday before. it was so busy.

i bought ashley's present today. i got her The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. we saw it in theaters & i thought it was great. i hope she likes it. : )

i be meaning to tell you
i've got this feeling...
i look at you & i fantasize
you're mine tonight
now i've got you in my sights
with these
hungry eyes.

i know how dangerous it is for me. but i have feelings like him. & from my experiances this past summer with her, i know that nothing can ever come from my feelings.

i need you to see
this love was meant to be.

♥